In an interview with Cosmopolitan.com, Nikki opens up about her 41-year-old ex-fiance, who she formally cut up with in July on the collection finale of her E! actuality present, Complete Bellas. The breakup got here after an April 2017 engagement and preliminary cut up a yr later. Their failed try at a reconciliation was documented on Complete Bellas final season, one thing that led many followers to take a position that it was a scores ploy.
“When everybody was saying what I used to be going by way of was faux for scores and all that and if you’re actually going by way of it, it is like, you are simply, in my heartache you are actually simply knifing it and simply churning it,” Nikki says of the rumors.
The pair’s very public cut up led to them turning into tabloid fodder, one thing Nikki is unquestionably prepared to depart up to now.
“We’re each are on the level that we simply do not need to be talked about in any respect collectively anymore,” she insists. “We do not need our breakup to outline us or intervene with our work. And that was occurring for some time.”
“Going by way of all that, I do not ever need to do it once more,” Nikki continues. “It scares me to ever have one other public relationship.”
Along with her WWE appearances in full swing, her second actuality present, Complete Divas, at present airing, and Complete Bellas‘ subsequent season within the works, Nikki is raring to concentrate on one thing apart from her love life for the foreseeable future.
“I do not need my relationship to outline who I’m, as a girl and to remove all of the laborious work that I’ve ever executed in my profession,” the 34-year-old TV star says. “I believe for a person, it is totally different. I really feel like, if something, the lady will get blamed for what occurs, for taking away from what they do. However I get all my work taken away due to that. I don’t know, I really feel like typically there is a double customary and I actually have felt that. And it has been actually, actually laborious.”
As for why Nikki and John known as it quits, it initially needed to do with John’s unwillingness to have youngsters. After the primary breakup, although, he modified his tune on having a household, resulting in a short-lived reconciliation. The second breakup, it appears, was all about Nikki not realizing who she was.
“I [was] misplaced for therefore a few years. That was all my fault. I am the one who forgot about me,” she tells Cosmo. “I’ve realized now to really have a cheerful life, you must give your self a lot love first and work on you in any method you possibly can.”
ET caught up with the truth star final month the place she confirmed that she’s “single however… not prepared for mingling but.”
“I believe it is happiness, and simply absolutely being comfortable and that is what I would like,” she stated. “I simply really feel like I am at that age the place I am discovering who I actually am and what I would like out of life and simply, like, independence. Is it scary and also you do have these moments of like, ‘What am I doing?’ — and worry. I simply type of am liking the problem.”
Here is extra of ET’s interview with Nikki and her twin sister, Brie Bella: